Wow- what a freaking weekend
Saturday, November 10th, 2012:
Well let's see the husband work his 8:30 am till 6:00 pm shift at the car-dealership. I was sick all day and spent most of it if not all of it on my tiny sofa in pain. Then like at 5:30 pm got the nerve since my husband send me a text saying he never gets to rest before he falls asleep... wow... make a pregnant wife, mother and person feel really shit while she's sick... so bad that I cleaned the whole freaking house... yup cleaned it and even hunted down the infant car-seat bases and wound up on my butt in the storage box ... yup that hurt... then once he got home around 7:00 pm we loaded the kids up and headed off to Stop and Shop to get WIC and some food spending almost $100.00 ooops! Not my intentions but damn... gotta finish the SNAP application because we can't afford crap now... this SUCKS!
Came home, made some soup and I went to bed... same with the boys since they were over tired...
Best part to Saturday was having my husband go up and warn the neighbors that they were doing a stuff that could get them arrested. Dummies .. I'm tired of it ... next time I'm calling it in and reporting it... then they can say it was me and I'd be like wasn't me I got better things to do than watch out for your stupidity... Well that was Saturday and it wasn't much fun since I felt like I was hit by a damn Mack Truck that drove over threw itself into reverse and backed over me ... damn damn damn and I feel that way again today (on a Manic Monday)
Sunday, November 11, 2012 (Veteran's Day):
Well let's see hubby let me sleep in till like 8:00 am. That was nice since it was a nice solid 10 hours of sleep with out getting up in the middle of the night... after that I was def. afraid to get outta bed cause last time that happened when I got outta bed at 36 weeks and 5 days pregnant with my last pregnancy. But then again I'm kinda anxious to get him out he's causing me ton's of pain...
So my husband worked his 11:00 am till 6:00 pm shift at the car-dealership... yet he was so lucky to come home to a home cooked meal that was ready and served to him as soon as he walked threw the door... damn he's lucky... and the kids were already bathed and in PJs ... yeah he had an EASY night while I had a semi rough day... seriously! All I asked was for a foot massage but that got interrupted because of a medical call up the road, then he was dead set on me sitting in the Jacuzzi Tub don't get me wrong it was nice at first yet it def. did some work on me since I couldn't walk when I got out cause of the water interference with the belly. He set it up for me but was supposed to help me out and and in yup I climbed in myself... then helped my self out (which sucked) because it was hard to stand... then again it caused me to be so congested I couldn't sleep, couldn't get comfortable and then I asked him to give me a ten minute calve massage but get the remark I treat him like a freaking slave... wtf ... I clean, cook and make sure he's GOT NOTHING to do when he gets home and I'm 36 weeks and 6 days pregnant suffering because no one will come help... besides my family when they can and his family says they'll help yet they are never around or are always busy. Like wow don't say your gonna help if you not gonna really help, seriously this sucks. Oh well that day's in the past... and so is the drama of next door too!
Monday, November 12, 2012 (Manic Monday 8:30 am until 10:30 pm of work for the Hubs)
Good-morning!
Wow it's already 10:48 am and it feels like it's 15 minutes to noon, yet that is probably because I have been up since freaking 4:45 am this morning with contractions, pain, cramps, congestion, and of course that horrible nightmare... Grrr gotta love it... boys were up at 7:00 am and they went to bed around 7:30 pm last night... wish they would have slept in, let alone I'm getting tired of the family saying Sean needs to be in preschool, I'd love to but since I can't work full-time since no one wants to help me out I can't do much to get money to pay for my all the stuff they want. (gotta love being said shit and having shit said behind my back and doing the best you can with what you have). Well my youngest managed to bite his tongue, ouchie but it's all better gotta love when they are wearing sleepers and slide across the floor ... ooops worst part is it's not even mopped, it's just always that slippery. Then him and his brother go into it ... all because he wanted to cuddle with his older brother who's in the stage he don't want nothing to do with him, makes me sad I miss the caring side of him... he wants to interact with kids his own age but can't cause I don't have the money to send him there... and of course no one wants to help ... we don't make nearly as much money as we did before when the hub's worked at Walgreen's yet this is gonna be a better paying job... but I don't see it... We are behind in the cable, cell, house, car, and of course electric... oh and we need propane... JOYFUL! talk about stress!
Well it's now 10:53 am and I need to rest... I'm stressing so much I am getting sick... let alone I don't think I'm eating enough to keep up with my strength ... glad I got a doctors appointment this coming Wednesday and tomorrow lil man has his appointment for his flu shot tomorrow... joyful!
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