Happy Thsnksgiving

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!

From the Hatt's Family to Yours!!!!

Thanksgiving 2012

Lorne, Amanda, Sean, Connor & itty bitty baby Kayden on the way!!

(pictures up later)

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

           Well yesterday I tried to do something amazingly nice... well that back fired in my face!  Lesson very much learned... and I swear I'm only doing things with my family, my husband and our kids after last night. I'm sorry but that was  stressful, uncalled for and some of it was immature... on the upside the cop's weren't called but still never the less my kids were around and that's not what I wanted hell no one could show up on time... and they all knew about it months in advanced.

     Yesterday was November 20, 2012, started off like any normal morning with a small feud between the hub's and me over stupid things, hence I'm pregnant so almost everything and anything has been getting to me ... but that's because I just want this lil guy out. We make a special breakfast for the boys and ourselves, Cina Buns... yum yum yum... then we went off to my Ob-Gyn doctors appointment for 11:20 am.
   If you want to know more about the appointment check out my pregnancy blog (link posted below)
http://thejourneyoflifethatbeginswithin.blogspot.com/


   So we get home a little after noon ish and finish making our Turkey for our Hatt's/ Fuller's/ and Weagle's Thanksgiving! I am of course 37 weeks and 7 days pregnant with my third baby who's been kicking my butt from the get go... Turkey was done around 3:15 in the after noon a little after I wanted everyone here yet no one could get here on time! Well okay my sister did after she told me she wasn't going to get here until 4 or later. So as my sister, her boyfriend, and my family wait for the rest of the people to show up. So everyone gets here around 4:45-5:00 pm almost two hours after we told everyone to be here... dinner was semi chilled as we tried to re-heat everything it was insane crazy... so while the hub's re-heated things my sister and I attempted to head to get my father, who apparently was having TRUCK troubles... likely story non the less we get half way down North Valley Road and he say's he's on his way... joyful... seriously... oh well as pissed as I already was... I was being told to calm down ... never tell a pregnant woman to calm down... BAD MISTAKE it kinda only made things worse... but that's okay ... I took a walk with my mom to my Grandpa Hatt's house so she could go surprise visit him, yet it was a great surprise though he went back to the Hospital GOD BLESS HIS SOUL... he's very sick and needs the care so my dinner was halted because they called for Lorne (my husband) and my mom of course went up because my dad was trying to get up there to be Mr. Know's it All... and that's when the FUN started... like wow really...
     About ten minutes after my mom and husband went next door my dad and sister had a great battle, I'm 37 weeks and 7 days pregnant went threw HELL and BACK to make a wonderful FAMILY THANKSGIVING dinner since it's our first year with out our Nana... my dad's mom... so I wanted to do something were my kids get to have their grandparents... yeah that was a big freaking mistake. But a lesson learned well. After dinner we did some picture taking of the people who were still here... heck we never made it to the pie that i made... but that's okay I wasn't in mood for sweets after dealing with one fight. Yet, worst part was the fact that both my mother and father said they'd have their meeting at my house cause it was a mutual meeting place... well that didn't happen cause my dad was so mad he drove off... joyful right. Well after everyone started to leave... I helped the hub's pick up some of the dishes and get the house back to normal before leaving to head off to my mom's house for my mom and dad to have their meeting and yet who would have thought another FAMILY freaking fight... do I really need to be subjected to this... it was getting late, I was falling asleep and just wanted to get home and go to bed which didn't happen until like Grrr lateness ... but that's how my yesterday went... Grrrr lessons learned and I'm glad it is just over.


Well Hope Everyone Else's Thanksgiving Goes better than this epic failure ... lol... oh well I got another tomorrow that should be akaward enough!

lesson learned...

               Well let's see I don't trust easily and this is why... In  my life I've had too many people including people who legally were obligated not to talk about what we talked about to the other person... yup they failed... especially when the person who I feared confronted me on it, yeah tell me that wasn't messed up. But then again that wasn't it... their were other people who I then told me I could talk to them and nothing would be said yet always managed to get said back to the person I talked to them about, like really I was left alone in a world... my parents were divorced and they constantly fought in front of us kids, so I grew up with it... I grew up with fighting, swearing and hate... I'm not a hateful person, I'm very much the opposite and try hard to give my kids everything that I never had. But why I'm writing this is because of my husband's cousin... she's been starting a lot of the stress I've had lately, come to find out she's been starting a lot of issues for my husband and me ... isn't that lovely... after everything she's said to us about she's always their for us... yeah right a monkey's ass she is... she's the farthest from being their for us after what came out of the wood works last night...

     I'm 37 weeks pregnant... my first son is with my husband... yes... but my second isn't... why because we split up and i dated someone else cause we that person did a great job breaking my husband and i up during a really rough patch in our relationship... i had been dating my husband for 3 years and after our son and him working all the time and it got to me and we started having little issues since no one in his family after saying they'd help would come help me... plus i was also fighting re-cooperation from being a depressed person from my past, which I've been 5 years medication free which is great! So threw out this pregnancy my husband and I were getting strange texts, chat messages, and of course e-mails stating that this kid wasn't his, i have been cheating on him, that he's been cheating on me and that we both aren't meant to be parents that our kids our better off without us or they are better of with one or the other... well ... a mutual friend of ours who's always been closer to my husband got fed up with the bullshit and came right out and texted me asking me what the hecks up with my husbands cousin saying stuff like this because people started asking him, like what the hell rumors and drama here we go, at first i thought it was him asking to move in, which had recently happened with my husbands uncle... so i asked him straight out and then he asked me and i was very upset and more hurt by the fact she went around and started telling people that i don't know, people in my husband and her family and mutual friends, that just ain't right... you got an issues and have questions you come to the person don't go starting freaking rumors about shit you don't know i mean really why would i honestly fuck up my marriage for anything...?! right as they say misery loves company and she's been that way since she left a control freak... let alone she knows i don't like one of her son's cause he's a crazy loon who gets on my nerves and I've told many times I'd put in his place if he kept the shit up. Let alone she knows that my husband and I agree on everything before just doing which upsets her because he's no longer at her beck and call when it comes to dropping things now and helping her. So I'm sure she's using things to get back at us or me for taking that away. But then to talk shit about me to people that's worse... she doesn't even know me ... then I get random messages saying my kids are gonna get taken away, I'm gonna get it, and so on, seriously people need to stop being so damn shady come to the person they hear the shit about and ask them... is it that hard to actually confront someone... last i knew it was very easy... heck i do it all the time... I was told to speak the truth... and that's what I do... but unlike her I'm not sleeping with one guy and apparently dating another... what the heck is that... last i knew that as considered being a whore... but then again i could be wrong with the way society is now a days i swear people have more open relationships it's disgusting, what happened to being faithful, true, and pure... did that leave when my generation was born or even before that because it wasn't their for my parents and damn sure ain't here now... but enough with my rant... i just need to vent a little but seriously now people understand why i don't go out, why i stay in majority of the time it's because people like to start crap and stress me out and try to cause rips in my relationships...

        Well it's Friday and it's the long day for me and the boys so I'm not gonna let last night upset me or bother but all def. be watching what gets said... and who says it... and my husband and i won't be helping her for anything heck the last time she was supposed to help me i did everything then she tried to take credit for it and wound up falling asleep ... and the time before that she blew me off... way to go woman of year what i can't call her that ... she ain't a woman, she ain't a girl... hell i don't know what she is... besides a two-timing, back-stabbing tramp... yeah and i don't care if this gets back to her either cause i ain't afraid to call her out on it either... that's just who i am!

Random Distractions

Name: Amanda
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Hair Color: Red/Aburn
Eye Color: Green/Hazel
Height: 5' 4"/ or 5' 5"
Weight: uhm last I checked I was 116lbs
Relationship Status: MARRIED
What time is it: 9:13pm
Are you in LOVE: yes
Do you have any KIDS: yes
How many do you have: 2 
Are you pregnant: yes
Are you trying to get pregnant: N/A
How far along are you: 22weeks and 2days
What number pregnancy is this for you: third pregnancy
Favorite food: oh that's tough :( I'm pregnant too many too choose from
Favorite drink: SPRITE
List 6 BEST friends: Lorne, Katie, Sarah, Nicky, Shauna, & Katelin
Do you smoke: no quit back in 2008
Do you drink: not currently and when I did it was socially
Give me 1 Fear: loosing my family
Give me 1 Pet-Peeve: honestly fake people
Give me 1 Goal: to further my education to provide for my family
Give me 1 Bad Habit: eating tins of Altoids in like one sitting ( yeah that's bad )
Tell me an achievement of yours: honestly getting married was one of the greatest achievements but nothing beats bringing a life in to the world 
Current Mood: content
What are you currently wearing: capri's and a tank top
What are you currently doing: filling this random distractions thing out
What should you be doing: studying
Anything that you are looking forward too: tomorrow and VACATION
Anything that your not looking forward too: yeah coming back and having unwanted family up 
What are you plans for tomorrow: Visiting with Ericka, Matthew, Sue, K-Bear, & Rae before heading off to our friend Jaimie's wedding 
What are you plans for a week from today: well once the hub's gets home from work... dropping Hershey & the Gerbils off to my mom's then packing up the SUV for our lovely trip to PA & VA
Sprint or Verizon: Verizon all the WAY
Coke or Pepsi Products: Coke
Apples or Bananas: Apples
Altoids or Ice Breakers: Altoids
Chocolate or Gum: Chocolate
Talking or Texting: Texting of course
Laptop or Desktop: either or doesn't really matter to me
What is currently going threw your mind: the fact that I still have ton's to do and I'm not doing any of it
Who was the last person you called: my mother
Who was the person to call you: my hubby
Who was the last person you texted: my hubby
Who was the last person who texted you: jason
Who was the last person who commented on your facebook wall: Katie 
Who was the last person you commented on facebook: my hubby's
Do you have a facebook: well durh that's silly
Do you have a myspace: yeah but it's a dying art
Do you have a twitter: yeah but honestly i barely use it
Do you have aim: yup but seriously i barely use it
Do you have skype: yeah but i only use it when on my laptop
What are you currently eating: nothing
What are you currently drinking: nothing
What are you currently listening to: the living room t.v. and the boys who are supposed to be sleeping 
Name five people of the top of your head: Lorne, Sean, Connor, Kayden and of course my mom! wow that's five people
Do you have any pets: of course
If so what are they: Cats- Simba and Twitch, Dogs- Gizmo, Hershey, and Patches Gerbils- Baby Sean and Baby Connor, Fish and of course frogs! yeah I've got a mini farm
Cats or Dogs: BOTH
Sleep-in or Get up early: what's sleep-in I forget 
Go to bed late or go to bed early: lately it's been late 
Are you curious to when this ends: kinda
How many questions do you think you've answered: IDK gotta be more than 20 so far
Anything magical gonna happen at 12midnight tonight: yeah I better be watching the back of my damn eyelids 
Dodge or Chevy: DODGE
Ford or Toyota: FORD
Make-up or no make-up: depends honestly
Hair up or Hair down: really it honestly depends 
Currently how's your hair: currently it's up
Are you wearing any make-up: nope
When was the last time you wore make-up: crap I can't remember that 
When was the last time you wore you a dress: my friends Jack&Jill 
When was the last time you got dressed up: 7-29-2012 (gotta semi dressed up for the Hubby's birthday)
Do you think we are done: yes
Do you wish we were done: yes
Anyone currently annoying you: yes
If you could get away with telling someone on off would you: sure
Do you regret your past: no with your past our lessons learned 
Did you learn from your past: yes
Are you aware of your mistakes: yes
Do you plan to change for the better: of course 
Do you plan to accept ones faults as they are actions to your actions(basically are you ready to accept what someone does as an action to what you've done): yes because if it weren't for my actions their actions possibly could have been avoided 
Do you plan to live were you are for the rest of your life: sure unless something changes
Do you plan to eventually become famous: don't we all wish to become famous
What's one talent you don't show too often: singing 
What's one talent you haven't done in awhile: playing the flute 
Do you want this to be over: yes
Can you think of ten reasons that someone might hate you: honestly if their are ten reasons someone hates me I'm obviously doing something right and I honestly could careless if someone hates me
Do you care that anyone hates you: NOPE
Do you waist time looking back on things you can't change: hell no
Do you waist time on past loves knowing you've got no chance: nawh your a past relationship for a reason... obviously it didn't work out and obviously it wasn't meant to be
Do you realize that this is probably never gonna end: starting too :( GRRRRR 
Do you think that someday everyone will meet their maker: yeah it's called life
Do you believe in GOD: yeah
Are you aware that their is life out in outer space: mmhmm
Do you believe in UFO's: sure why not... 
Are you a good person or bad person: good person until you piss me off then I'm your worst fear
Are you out going or shy: depends
Are you fun or shady: FUN
Are you a righty or a lefty: ambidextrous 
Name 10 T.V. shows that you like to watch (doesn't matter if they are reruns of past shows from other times): 1. Bones 2. NCIS 3. NCIS LA 4. Criminal Minds 5. The Mentalist 6. Grey's Anatomy 7. Private Practice 8. Hard Core Pawn 10. Forensic Files
What time is it currently: 9:36pm
How long has it been since you started this: 23 freaking minutes WTF
Are you aware your killing precious time: yeah and it's kinda pissing me off... ugh why did i do this!
Okay well if you know that then are you ready to call it a quits: hell mother freaking yes! I want to get somethings done!
Okay was this fun: ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOU PUT A CRAMP IN MY FREAKING NECK, so no I don't think this was as much fun as I thought it'd be when I started this!
ALRIGHT YOU'VE COMPLETED THIS RANDOM DISTRACTIONS